Sometimes no matter what you try or do, you end up feeling like you've fallen short of your own expectations and those who look to you for an example.
Tonight I had a tough game. I'll not publish any details other than we had a change of venue at the last minute, one team won 4-2, I had issue a lot of cautions and 1 dismissal. I also had a difficult situation to manage and I could have handled it differently and gotten a different outcome. I also did something which left two of my mates thinking I had cheated in a game and I'm really disappointed by that. We've talked since and they now understand what I meant but I still feel down.
So that's my last middle of the season and it can't come a moment too early. 1290 calories, max hr 94% average 81%.
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